A Love Letter
Pain is a constant compainion
and isn't a very
good one. I try to reason with it ,
and I end up feeling miserable. I cannot help but
think about you .
You , who had so much to give
and share with me.
Even when I was young ,you were a constant figure. You were there to see me grow up . I cried , I laughed , I learned , and you were there to guide me . With your gray hair and chunky glasses , I would watch you think and brood , and your sudden smile would light up your face as quickly as it came.
I think about the times I
missed with you . So many years have passed since I saw you again , and for a brief moment , I imagined you not being in my life . I wanted to cry . But I saw you would be there , As you al
ways were . The gray hair has turned to white ,and with that came a wiry frame that was fragile . Still the eyes were as vibrant as ever ,and a mind that was well-running.
You taught me to be strong and live for my dreams . With your voracious hunger for knowledge you taught me to
love learning ; always told me that knowledge is a constant thing . You were so strong , so wise and your presence was always a comfort , I always
loved being by your side . You always give me a hug when I felt down . I never
loved crowds , and you always seemed unsterstand that , not pressuring me to join the others or pretend to have a good time .
I get lost in the books you taught me to read . Those books which you gave me to learn more about the world , to never give up on things , to help me know myself and more . I read them constantly , ever so often reminded of the things you taught me . You always loved books .
You never said much , but I always knew that every time we saw each other , you were glad to see me .As I always am glad to see you.
I remember you with a teary face and a wistful smile . My pain is more insistent as I try to hold you on to the hope that you will pull through this , like the strong person that you are.
I love you ,grandpa.
痛苦一直萦绕着我，挥之不去。我尝试着想要弄个明白，结果却让自己更加无法自拨。我无时无刻不在想着你，想着你对我的好，想着我们在一起分享快乐的时光。
在我还小的时候，你就一直守在我身边，你一直关注我的成长，不管我是在哭泣、在欢笑、在
学习，你都在我身边引导我。我常常想起你戴那副厚眼镜的样子，满头灰白的头发，你常不自觉地陷入沉思，可突然的一个微笑能让你一下子显得容光焕发。
我想起那些我们没能在一起的时光，我们的见面居然隔了好几年。假如我的生命里没有你，我真的会痛哭涕零。但我知道你会一直陪伴着我。灰白的头发被岁月染成了银白，让我们明白了时间的无情和生命的脆弱。但尽管这样，你的眼睛依然那么明亮，思维还是那样清晰。
你教我要坚强，要追求自己的梦想。你自己是如此孜孜不倦地爱学习，你也常常鼓励我要爱学习，因为知识是无价之宝。你是那么坚强，那么充满智慧，有你在身边总能让我感到安慰，我一直都喜欢呆在你身边。当我跌倒的时候，你会给我一个拥抱。我从来不喜欢热闹，而你给了我很大的理解和尊重，从不勉强我去参加一些聚会或假装自己很快乐。
我深深迷上了那些你推荐给我的书，那些书让我更多地了解了这个世界，让我知道不能轻易放弃对理想的追求，也让我更多地了解了自己。我时常捧着那些书来看，也常常想起你教我的事情。你是那么爱看书！
你的话从来就不多，可每次我们见面我都知道你很开心，就像我见到你很开心一样。
含着泪，我面带微笑地想着你。尽管我还是那么痛苦难受，但我还是期盼着你能挺过这一关，因为你从来都是那么坚强！
我爱你，爷爷！
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本帖最后由 greentree 于 2008-4-3 11:54 编辑 ]
